הרהורים

Well, anyway that's how it is registered in my brain. They're called "her-huriem" because that's what they are "things to think over and over and over".



I was young didn't know anything about how this world works (still don't know but am a bit more clever now that my "ex" manipulates his wants into my children's brains and I SEE that he does this).


I only wanted someone to love me - that time (and perhaps now as well, but I can't read my wants as clearly as I did then)



this is about a boy I really liked in the Netherlands (but forgot his name) who took to another girl... and thus all the slow dancing at the apartment of my one and ONLY true soulsister INGE - left me behind lonely. I wasn't devasted about it though, somehow...